urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss notrustxnoloss notrustxnoloss 2006-08-25T21:25:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:6470 2006-08-25T21:25:05Z 2006-08-25T21:25:05Z so i have job but i need a weekendjob<br />i was thinking about bartending school but i hear that doesn't really count for anything<br /><br />school is insane. life is insane.<br /><br />i finally livewith my puppy and i have the biggest crush ever ( i know i say that alllll the time but heis a babe.)<br /><br />law school in cali is a MUST urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:6274 2006-03-04T16:26:06Z 2006-03-04T16:26:06Z so yah life.<br /><br />I don't work right now but cynthia told me to come by mac and she is going to try to hook me up with a 15hr a week job (so perfect for me cause though i don't need the money, its something to do)<br /><br />I was dating someone but that is done and the more i think about it the happier I am about it. This further proves why guyfriends should just remain guyfriends to preserve friendships so things don't get weird. <br /><br />Justin Pomp and Ian are probably my favorite people int he whole wide world now, aside from my mom of course. I seriously love just sitting around with those boys. I made justin a cake last night that said "i &lt;3 justin" and I also made rocky road brownies and crystals 2 tier, 3 layer birthday cake. I'm seriously awesome at baking it makes me really happy. I just need to learn to cook than ill start cooking the boys dinner. I think I am going to make lasagna one day next week with salad and bread and such and invite everyone over. then make canoli or something for desert.<br /><br />This semester is almost over. next term my sched is even easier. I have class tuesday and thursday 12-5 and than mon and weds from 6-820. so easy. I can work MAC wednesday, friday, and saturday (5 hrs each) and be all set. <br /><br />oh! what do you do when you hate the cold and winter and really need a pick me up / reward for only weighing 125lbs and being 5'7"? GO TO PUNTA CANA. thanks mom! she is sending me pomp and justin for 6 nights in 3 weeks. I weighed myself this morning 129.... uhoh! haha welll probabbly cause i ate all junk on thursday. no big deal. I think im changing my goal to 120 for punta cana. easily done<br /><br />NOTE: i don't obsess over my weight. i eat healthy and as much as I want. I'm naturally thin I just do cardio to ton up my legs and crunches for my abs. I also have a fear of "giggly arm" so I have a 5lb weight I do reps with. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:6023 2006-01-26T12:30:34Z 2006-01-26T12:30:34Z Things:<br /><br />live with the most amazing 3 boys<br />Buying a house this year<br />Taking care of shit one thing at a time and trying to not freak out over the little things<br />doing well in school and already have future job prospects<br />not working is awesome im really lucky, though ive gotten terribly bored so I mighttt get a part time job<br />buying an elliptical was such a great idea, now i just need a multivitamin<br />im all about chooodddeerrr &lt;333<br /><br />time for schoool<br /> love,<br />bombshell urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:5759 2006-01-26T12:30:07Z 2006-01-26T12:30:07Z Things:<br /><br />live with the most amazing 3 boys<br />Buying a house this year<br />Taking care of shit one thing at a time and trying to not freak out over the little things<br />doing well in school and already have future job prospects<br />not working is awesome im really lucky, though ive gotten terribly bored so I mighttt get a part time job<br />buying an elliptical was such a great idea, now i just need a multivitamin<br />im all about chooodddeerrr &lt;333<br /><br />time for schoool urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:5186 2005-09-19T00:52:56Z 2005-09-19T00:52:56Z this is my sched since im just bsing in the box office:<br /><br />9/19/05 thru 9/25/05<br />monday - day box 1130- 6 then PBR bar 8-12<br />tuesday - day box then night box and merch counts for stratovarius<br />wednesday - day box then soda bar and merch counts for our lady peace<br />thursday- day box then soda bar and merch counts for life of agony<br />friday- day box<br />saturday- soda bar and merch counts for edwin mccain<br />sunday- soda bar and merch counts for the toasters<br /><br />9/26/05 thru 10/02/05<br />monday - day box office<br />tuesday- class 8-5 then box office and merch counts for polysics<br />wednesday- day box office<br />thursday- class 8-5 then box office for the faint<br />friday- day box office then soda bar and merch counts for ill nino<br />saturday- box office and merch counts for helmet<br />sunday- box office and merch counts for horror pops<br /><br />10/03/05 thru 10/09/05<br />monday - day box office then soda bar and merch counts for meshuggah<br />tuesday- class 8-5<br />wednesday- day box office then night box and merch counts for architecture...<br />thursday- class 8-5 then going to the bob mould show <br />friday- day box office then night box and merch counts for mae<br />saturday - night box office and merch counts for amos lee<br />sunday- night box office for paul green<br /><br />10/10/05 thru 10/16/05<br />monday- KYLE COMES! night box office for blues traveler<br />tuesday - class 8-5<br />wednesday- <br />thursday- class 8-5<br />friday- night box office and merch counts for the new pornographers<br />saturday- soda bar and merch counts for atmosphere<br />sunday - KYLE LEAVES :(<br /><br />after that its just the reg routine of working mon weds fri in day box and every night show... with classes tues & thurs 8-5.<br /><br />I wanna get a 2nd job but i don't have the time. Iw ant to worka t a childrens hospital or with autistic kids. and i want to work at diesel during the holidays. i wanna be a bottle girl thursday nights. fuck. i fucked up the latter two jobs tho. cause im slow. RUW GUew re HGIew JGRRR urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:4952 2005-09-16T02:05:28Z 2005-09-16T02:05:28Z he's not my boyfriend<br /><br />but i think about him all the time<br />he makes my heart skip beats<br /><br />i dont' want him to be my boyfriend<br />but when he is here he is<br />and when im there im his<br /><br /><br />work is insane<br />i move tomorrow.<br /><br />signed,<br />lover urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:4818 2005-08-24T21:09:23Z 2005-08-24T21:09:23Z today - friday<br />sleep as much as possible, clean car, do laundry, play with champion<br /><br />saturday- <br />work, go to party, head up to RI<br /><br />sunday-<br />chill in ri with my fav boy ever and the bear<br /><br />monday-<br />hang out! office day / run around philly<br /><br />tuesday - friday<br />WISCONSIN. &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3<br /><br />saturday-<br />fav boy comes to philly for the weekend. <br /><br />its a great way to end the summer. at some point i have to drive to pt pleasent to get my camera back, hopefully before i go west. lemme know if you wanna come.<br />xox urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:4438 2005-08-19T12:30:30Z 2005-08-19T12:30:30Z its 830 am. why am i awake?<br />oh yah bc i tried to register for classes and it didn't work. I have to call my advisor as soon as its a decent hour. and i can't even go back to sleep because I have to be at work at 10am because LIFETIME is playing th etroc tonight<br />im not that into lifetime but this should be fun.<br /><br />xo<br /><br />ps i miss you &lt;333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:4250 2005-06-14T17:59:55Z 2005-06-14T17:59:55Z things are amazing and crazy<br />im trying not to ruin stuff with my favorite<br />im a manager<br />i go to AC to train for a few days<br /><br />more updates soon...promise. imjust super busy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:4073 2005-05-27T01:12:16Z 2005-05-27T01:12:16Z We got a house!!!<br />there is this beautiful house on 2nd and Fernon in south philly that is now going to be occupied by me jon and ami. of course with jacks and guess who? CHAMPION!! so stoked<br /><br />everything is awesome<br /><br />somebody has taken my heart. im totally cool with it though...<br /><br />im pretty much a manager at the troc. holllaaaa<br /><br />life fuckin rules urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:3593 2005-05-11T17:41:18Z 2005-05-17T18:26:00Z <img src="http://www.reviewjournal.com/lvrj_home/2004/Oct-19-Tue-2004/photos/4hardrock.jpg"></img><br /><br />I WANT THIS KINDA LIFE<br />SILLY LOVE<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:3285 2005-05-10T17:28:23Z 2005-05-10T17:28:23Z penfold So lately my life has been work. Followed by me staying up to ungodly hours only to wake up at 10am for work again the next day.<br /><br />I gotta say tho, I'm lovin it. Distracting myself and not thinking about the zillion problems i have going on is really working well for me. <br /><br />Last night Kaitlin came over (so weird calling her that since i know her as kait) but yah. me amanda ami and kaitlin did makeup and just shit talked for like 4 hrs. the boys came home and then we decided to go to the diner. I really am soooo glad kaitlin came out to hang because she is "good people" as ami would put it and she makes me stoked on life.<br /><br />i feel like everyday im diggin myself a bigger hole with this. don't get me wrong, i don'tmind. I wouldn't trade what we have for the world but, i feel asif its going to blow up in my face and it makes me scared as fuck. <br /><br />summer is so close i can taste it. I'm getting tan, happier, and MUCH thinner. I loveeee summmerrr. this summer I should be working with ami, at the troc, and one day a week at vans. speaking of vans today is a great day to skate and im stuck inside. bogus.<br /><br />I miss champion. fuck. <br /><br />alright im going to go eat. i might edit this and add more for lack of anything else to do.<br /><br />i suck at interviewing people. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:3015 2005-05-09T19:35:22Z 2005-05-09T19:35:22Z i feel sick<br />i want to go camping<br /><br />i want to spend a weekend in a tent or cabin where there is a lakei can swim in<br />i want to bring champion<br />i want my friends to be there <br />i want wilderness<br /><br /><br />so much is on my mind right now...ebwua5yt483q20[6b yh;2q<br />i can't even type<br />bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:2619 2005-05-04T19:34:47Z 2005-05-04T19:34:47Z some old man was just a huge dick to me. fuuuck.<br /><br />inventory time:<br />just eyeshadow/liner cause well im mad now:<br /><br />*sample sized rose<br />*sample sized blue brown<br />*sample sized dark ___<br />PIGMENTS<br />*violet<br />*copper sparkle<br />*cornflower<br />*teal<br />*rose<br />*pink bronze<br />*old gold<br />i have 4 eyeshadows but no idea what colors they are haha<br />FLUIDLINES<br />*waveline<br />*blacktrack<br /><br /><br /><br />fuuuuck im tired! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:2446 2005-05-03T19:37:39Z 2005-05-03T19:37:39Z thrice please understAND That i am not..nor well i ever be "full" of myself. I am just happy. well. sortof?<br />I miss my dog more than anything in the world and sometimes i feel bad that I joke and laugh so much but deep inside im dying wihtout him.<br /><br />i don't know. I am depressed sometimes but have no reason to be<br />i have pat<br />i have ami<br />i have mark<br />i have jon<br />without these people id probably be so bummed but they get me through the rough spots<br /><br />I have so many trips and tours comming up to look forward to. Plus a possible promotion at my job. <br />I have college in the fall, and two loving parents who would kill for me.<br />I'm really getting into the whole makeup thing and getting so many compliments and random people telling me i should model.<br /><br />I'm young, thin, blonde, smart, goodlooking and I have a whole bunch of friends. <b>Why would i care what other people do?</b><br /><br />**Because I feel betrayed. trusting somoene and having them lie over and over about how they "aren't a slut" and would never be like that only to end up banging tons of my friends is a huge stab in the back. You can say that i play victim all you want because of 2 other girls who i hate. How can it always be them that are crazy you ask? because most girls are crazy! It's not my fault the one was insane and bullemic and the other a huge bitch who made fun of me constintly and also slept around? I'm sorry that I'm better than that. YES I THINK IM BETTER THAN YOU. I come from a GOOD backround and I was raised properly, I don't sleep around and I don't feel the need to send naked pictures of myself to gain acceptance and attention. I can get any guys attention I want fully clothed. <br /><br />bah... its almost 4..the day flew by. I'm tired but i can't wait to walk forever tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:2211 2005-04-28T16:05:50Z 2005-04-28T16:05:50Z the used OK. things are well..awesome, but not?<br /><br />Ami is quite possibly the best human being in the entire world and I can only hope that I'm half as good of a friend to her as she is to me.<br /><br />Yesterday my feet got really bad. They have been swollen for about a week now but yesterday i almost couldn't walk. I wokeup cryingbecause it hurt so bad and hobbled into the shower. eventually i got otu and tried to put sneakers on so i could walk to work, but my feet were not having that. I threw on flipflops and somehow managed to make it to work. it feels like my knees down just aren't circulating blood, they are always tingly and itchy from the bites. I soaked them in epsom salt and eventually jon picked me up. my feet were massive and my ankles were so swollen. it was gross. today its a little better but my parents are convince i either have a bad infection or my kidneys are starting to go. this seems a bit far fetched but when you think of all the health problems i had growing up it really gets scarey. just to gross everyone out here is the picture i sent my dad of my fat ankle:<br /><img src="http://www.champion.earthcammobile.com/pics/1/761-15218.jpg"></img><br /><br />ok. i have a new obession..well two..thanks to ami. haha. I LOVE MAKEUP. seriously. I've spent like $400 at MAC recently and i love everything. I barely wear anything but the concealor but just knowing i have it makes me ssttooooked. AND i keep buying pretty shoes. like heels and such..but cause of my feet i can't wear them.<br /><img src="http://usaimages.wolverineworldwide.com/bulk/2004/10/7/MRL-W73426-04-y.psd.fpx?cell=500,340&amp;qlt=90&amp;rgn=0,-0.169291338582677,1.96850393700787,1.33858267716535&amp;cvt=jpeg"></img><br />and i got 2 pairs of coach heals that i can't find pictures of. oh well.<br />man i feel sick<br />this bites! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:1799 2005-04-25T16:53:22Z 2005-04-25T16:53:22Z loggia So here goes another week at day box office at the trocadero. It's funny how this is the second summer I've spent here. About 45hours a week and meeting amazing people, I get paid so well to just hang out.<br />This weekend was just about amazing. Friday was tattooooo day... I got a huge amazing purple web on my elbow. I love it. Pat always does amazing work and I love that everyone is like 'you have the best tattoos" instead of my usual 'what were you thinking when you got that". Pat and I are going to go see Mike Ski (sp?) soon and I am either going to get a severd head pin up or a dagger with roses, a snake and a banner that says "if there's no lyin', then there's no cryin"<br />saturday I woke up and dean told emt he bold show started at 3 so i got in touch with pat. we went and got coffee and saw this really fat lady break her ankle. then we went to see angel which made me jealous cause she was going to get to go to veggie heaven that night. eventually we got to the show and it was pouring out. i didn't get to see BOLD or THE FIRST STEP but i saw bones brigade and triple threat (bb sucks i think, well live). I got this sweet TFS white hoodie. When I got to worjk I was pissed cause i knew I was missin bold but andy goes "the merch dude knows you" and i was like 'fuck, a lurker metal dude' but I find him and its MATTT!!! I have never been more stoked, i got all giggly and happy and he was like "im soo hapyp to see you" we spent the whole night sneaking eachother with kisses ont he cheek and talkin about how we are getitng married. he was really stoked im not friends with erina nymore. he was like "that girl was a mean whorebag" and he told me funny stories. it was cute. i told him who i hang with now and he was really happy i have found solid friends that doesn't feeel the need to ride every bone in sight and talk shit on "friends"<br />sunday was strapping young lad. i got paid to hang out with misery signals and the agony scene. one of the dudes rememberd me from dillenger and wa slike "you yelled at that fat girl" and i was like "yep she is fired now thank god" aand we all just chilled and played games. ms said if they ever needed someone they would def want me to go cuase i fixed allt heir bins. I didn't want to jump on this tour though cause well, I don't want to dick over the troc.<br />this week is going to be boring. today i work till 6. tomorrow i pull a double...wednesday is work till 6 then the bar hopefully and thursday i work till 6 and i want to try to go to my moms and dads and pick up stuff. friday is god forbid and mark is comming down. I'm so frigging excited itsinsane. I'm only doing merch counts friday so me and mark can chill and im working saturday night insead of during the day so we can have a good afternoon and then he has to go. I wish he didn't. I wish he would move here. but im not that lucky.<br /><br />life is awesome. me and ami are like sisters. jon is always lookin out and i love being able to go home to those two. pat and i hang out andare becomming awesome friends. I feel like this summer i will get closer to amanda, angel and ashley and that makes me sooooexcited. I seriously love my new friends and finally feel like im starting to fit in in philly. <br /><br />this week i gotta get a futon and comfortor. maybe some pillows if i feel like hookin myself up. i want to get a bike and start looking for apartments for the fall. if i get an apartment set up and can have champ, get rid of my car for a bit (leave it at my moms) and am in school ill be the happiest. <br /><br />hannah bananaa is here. oh my i love this little girl. she makes me want a kid. oh well. i can wait.<br /><br />i wanna post more. but no one is going to read all my blabber. maybelater today! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:notrustxnoloss:1570 2005-04-21T20:37:49Z 2005-04-21T20:37:49Z the good life I'm bored at work so why not start using my livejournal?<br />LET ME START OFF BY SAYING <center><a href="http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&amp;friendID=57167&amp;blogID=22428142"><font face="Times New Roman" size="+3" color="..1E90FF">CLICK THIS !!!!! </font></a></center> CAUSE ITS WHAT IVE BEEN UP TO!!!<br /><br /><br />ok. to continue.. i love my job:<br /><img src="http://champion.earthcammobile.com/pics/1/761-14710.jpg"></img><br /><img src="http://champion.earthcammobile.com/pics/1/761-14707.jpg"></img><br /><img src="http://champion.earthcammobile.com/pics/1/761-14705.jpg"></img><br /><img src="http://champion.earthcammobile.com/pics/1/761-14703.jpg"></img><br />Getting tan and shopping a lot is amazing, I love summer. I love getting tattooed. I love my friends and I really love the bar. Life is amazing right now and once I have my dog and an actual apartment I think I'll be the most content I've ever been.<br /><br /><br />It is almost 5 so I'm going to start running my audits and hopefully I will get out of here at 6 on the dot. Till then, all my friends add me. Its alissa, I'd like to be "friends" with people on here so i can read all your silly locked entries.